Wednesday, March 1, 2023

REAL LIFE by Brandon Taylor

Wallace is an overweight gay Black biochemistry grad student who feels like he is swimming upstream in an all-white world.  He describes himself as shy, but the dialog indicates otherwise, until it comes to defending himself against unjust accusations and racist remarks.  He feels that his suffering is basically a lost cause and that rising up against his tormentors will cause more problems than he already has.  He is smart and meticulous, and most of his friends are fellow lab researchers, but some of them are downright hostile and even sadistic.  No one goes out on a limb to stand up for him, although Brigit is a good friend who is Asian and therefore an outsider as well.  Wallace becomes involved with Miller, who has a violent streak and insists that he is not gay.  Uncertain about how this relationship is going to unfold, or if it even is a relationship, Wallace is lonely, depressed, and rudderless.  He is the only character that is fully developed, and his problems consume the entirety of this powerful novel that explores the plight of a Black man trying to make his mark in a society in which the deck is stacked against him.  His complaisance is so frustrating, and yet his dilemma is understandable, especially against the backdrop of sexual abuse he suffered as a child.  He knows he is a victim of circumstances that he cannot change.

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